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bicycles and yards

Posted by ~ jamiegirl

Cradling a paperback in my lap, touching bubblegum to my lips I look up for a moment. bicycles and yards, church steps, a conversation at noon. 

Deep breath, smell the grass, think of god.

This entry was posted Saturday, May 23rd, 2009 at 10:45 am and is filed under writings, and tagged with . You can leave a response, or trackback from your own site.

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